| Dr. J | We like simple. |
| LESSON 3: | Simple is good. |
| Dr. J | You know not thinking, being simple. |
| LESSON 3: | Silence. |
| Dr. J | Ok you are in a space of balance. |
| LESSON 3: | Good. |
| Dr. J | Which is really awesome for you, considering the odd situations you have been through at school. |
| LESSON 3: | Silence. |
| Dr. J | Liver comes up as a potential space of imbalance that if you were going to get unbalanced it would go through liver energy and what comes up under liver is I want. When I ask what you want you say I want people to get it. I want them to get it. I ask you why, why do you want people to get it? You say “so they’ll be happy!” “So they will enjoy their life, so they will enjoy, so they will be at peace.” And I answer to all of those wonderful intentions “that’s great that’s very great just don’t want it, don’t want that for anybody.” Why not? Because you want it, you have an attachment to it. You have an attachment to them getting it or not getting it. There is a part of you that may try if you want. Don’t even want, don’t even desire because it has nothing to do with you. You must be it, not with any part of you wanting someone else to get it. You must be it with everything. If there is a part of you that wants someone to get it then you are not truly being it. If there is a part of you that needs someone to get it then there is a part of you truly not being it. If there is a part of you that is worried or concerned that part of you is not being it. There is only love, loving them for exactly the space they are in and being. Knowing in your deepest sense of consciousness the space that they are in is exactly the space they are meant to be in and to want for them to be in any space other than that isn’t being it. Now I’m framing this for you around an individual, any individual, it doesn’t matter. Now I’m gonna kinda take the frame and I’m gonna bring it back to a wide angle. This is how you have to feel about the entire field of life. This is the way you need to experience the entire field of life. Never wanting it to be something different than it is. Never desiring it to be something different than it is. Never needing it or hoping it is something different than it is because as soon as you do this, you are not it, you are not one with it. You are shifting out of the oneness and having an opinion or a judgment. And that part of you, as small as it may be now, that shifts out of that space, is no longer it. And then you are asking someone to see something that you have stepped out of balance to show them and if you are stepping out of balance, even a little bit, to see what someone else needs or wants, you’re not it. You’ve let go of it to help someone. It’s the deep seeded belief that we must go into imbalance to help and save people, when in essence, the way they are experiencing life is absolutely fine. We cannot, in a space of absolute balance, approach another being in this space with any pattern in us looking at them in a way of wrongness. Make sense? |
| LESSON 3: | Yes. |
| Dr. J | Because there is nothing wrong, even if they are suffering, even if they are in pain, even if they are dying of something. Is there any wrongness in any of that? |
| LESSON 3: | No. |
| Dr. J | No. There is no wrongness in the experience. We always want to simply approach it in a way that hopes, not even hopes, that has the intention of bringing about a greater depth of understanding, wisdom, intuitive knowing into their life. Because with that, if we can enrich their experience with that, never judging their experiences being wrong, we are only helping them come to a deeper awareness and understanding of how right their experience truly is for where they are at. This has been the primary cause for people having a disharmonious relationship with the experience of life. Their perception constantly wants to point out what is wrong or right, threatening or safe, good or bad, hot or cold. It constantly wants to point out and interpret life in terms of what is ok, not ok, what should be changed what isn’t right and we make those opinions and judgments based upon our past life and present life experiences and the belief system that we have come to accept as the truth. Right? |
| LESSON 3: | Mmm Hmmm. |
| Dr. J | All of that you know is false. There is no logical purpose to look at life in any other way in terms of there is no way to look at it, there is no reason to look at it in any other way except in terms of I wish to totally and completely be aware of how absolutely perfect this moment is for my spiritual evolution. To want to be aware of anything else but that is totally counterproductive and based in falseness. The eternal experience of life could only be eternally peaceful, eternally loving, eternally compassionate if we approach it in the other way which is how can I become absolutely aware of how perfect and divine every experience that I am having is for the evolution of my eternal soul. Only in setting that intention will we finally let go of the remnant of the other way of having a relationship with life. Realizing it is nothing but a distraction based on the past or on the future, neither of which exist. Relatively speaking in the infinite space of the universe, there is no time, we are in the same space we were from the start. So to focus on anything but coming to the highest level of awareness as to ‘how is this experience I am having absolutely perfect and divinely placed for the evolution of my eternal soul’. There is no other purpose to life. |
| LESSON 3: | Silence. |
| Dr. J | Now accepting that, to any degree, frees you from trying to understand and figure things out does it not? |
| LESSON 3: | Yes. |
| Dr. J | And it focuses your intention on one thing. One thing, which is impossible, ok. The deepest understanding and awareness of that is impossible to come to through your central nervous system. Because by the time your central nervous system gives you any information that will reinforce or negate that intention, that moment, is what? |
| LESSON 3: | What? |
| Dr. J | It’s gone. It’s over. Which reams truly in the space of time our nervous system only gives us information about the what? |
| LESSON 3: | Hmm earth? |
| Dr. J | The past, yeah. Validly and by the time it senses information it give us you know milliseconds, ok what’s milliseconds, but still from the moment you perceive it until the moment you are actually realizing what it is, its over! And what you are going to perceive next really you have no idea. So relying on perception to navigate an infinite field doesn’t work. It is a backup system. It is a survival system. That’s how we’ve used it, when in reality it really is only supposed to give us information until we evolve out of it. The nervous system is a set of training wheels and in the end it will only validate and will learn to validate what the intuitive intention is realizing. And as the intuitive intention of ‘how can I be absolutely aware of how this experience is divinely perfect for the evolution of my infinite soul’, becomes the purpose of your life, the nervous system will validate that by giving you the most amazing euphoric feelings about how you are experiencing life based on that intention. Got it. Which means in my reality, a lot of the time, I live in an orgasm. I am constantly going off, it’s called bliss and it’s not like the physical orgasm where there is an anticipation of an orgasm and then a fall off. I’m in a constant state of foreplay. I’m constantly experiencing the bliss of that anticipation of what’s to come and it never comes because it’s always coming. It’s never over. So as anyone knows who experiences orgasm, the best part about the orgasm is right before the actual orgasm. Because once it’s over then the energy has to reset itself. But when you learn to live on the edge of that as often as I have been blessed to by setting this intention, I live in that pre-orgasmic state all the time and my nervous system feeds that. Now a lot of people have this experience temporarily when they get chills through their body when they get that huugghhh, that’s very similar to this space. But after you are in it a lot you of course adapt to that space and that intensity, but the reason behind it is never lost! So for you to exist in that space, ok, more and more and more you can’t desire for anyone else to be there, because for you to desire for them to be there means they are not there. And in reality, where are they? Right where they are supposed to be. They are there. So for you to want them to be somewhere else is counter intuitive. They are where they are supposed to be. Everything they can experience is accessible right where they are at. They don’t need to be somewhere else because relatively speaking where do we all end up going in our lives? Nowhere. But when we induce the energy of a movement into things, I’m going forward, we give ourselves the illusion of something happening that isn’t happening. We are experiencing life. That’s it, and when we experience life as life, then we are absolutely free because we are absolutely powerless to do anything but be life and in being life, whatever effect we have on those who have not consciously chosen to be life, it will be what? Appropriate. |
| Silence. | |
| Dr. J | Can you see why you are going to need to have these? |
| LESSON 3: | Yeah, it’s a lot. |
| Dr. J | Yeah. That’s you know, you free that one 1000 times and still be getting something out of that one every time. Ya know, they need to be written down. You can’t get it by listening to it. You’ve gotta read it and read it and read it. But once you get it, you know once you finally assimilate it and once you begin to practice that experience like you have been, it’s like it just becomes natural, doesn’t it? |
| LESSON 3: | Hurt too. |
| Dr. J | Yeah it hurts, but as more and more parts are happening, more and more of it is becoming natural right? |
| LESSON 3: | Mmm Hmmm. |
| Dr. J | Exactly. And for example the situation you spoke about between you and the other person, you went through that experience, that very intense physical experience, very naturally didn’t you? |
| LESSON 3: | Mmm Hmmm. |
| Dr. J | You weren’t thinking about it. |
| LESSON 3: | Oh no. |
| Dr. J | You were it. For once you weren’t watching yourself in it. You were it. You were life. |
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Lesson 3
Thursday, April 15th, 2010 | Posted in Healings - Lessons, Lesson 3 | 3 Comments »
Lesson 1
LESSON 1: I would just like to rule out any nutrition, adjustment, or a possible yeast problem. I have been indulging in sugar a bit occasionally when it is offered to me. I am in the place right now where I am balancing how much I can really have before becoming a problem for me. It can be a slippery slope. I want to be one of those people where I can have a bite of something and it isn’t a problem for me. I wanted to check in physically to see where I am because I do not want to go down that road again and I can feel that something is different.
LESSON 1: Silence
Dr J: You’re about 90% clear. So the last time I wrote it down you were at 95- 96%. So we’re falling a little bit. So I will tell you we’ll work on it, look at it today and make sure there’s nothing we need to do. It may be as simple as taking a little bit of this nutrition every time you eat something sweet. It will just counteract it for you so you don’t have any physical repercussions from doing it. I’m not going to kid you, I have something every once in a while. It’s no big deal. But because you have come from such a strong history of it, and you know how much better you feel mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually since you’ve been away from it, you’re fresh to this feeling of, “You know, for a long time I thought I was really freakin’ nuts. And when you got me off of sugar and got this yeast out of me, I realized that I wasn’t. So I’m a little bit shell shocked about going back..”
LESSON 1: And I don’t want to go down that road.
Dr. J: Right, right. Ok let’s check you out.
LESSON 1: Silence
Yea, and you know, I’m going to write that down as a note even though you have that on your tape. Your inner voice is just beautiful. What it told me is, “It’s so hard to believe I can just be me.” It’s so hard for me to get my head around the fact that you’ve been teaching me and I’ve been healing, but its ok for me to just be me. It’s ok for me to say no. It’s ok for me to say no to sugar, it’s ok for me to say no to letting my identity being my work, it’s ok for me to say no when someone asks me to get involved in a project and I know it’s not really in my space of balance. It’s ok for me to really just be me and say no. And, it’s true isn’t it?
LESSON 1: It’s true.
Dr. J: The world constantly wants to pull you in all of these different directions and as much as I would like to say that’s going to be gone for you immediately, it’s getting much better. It takes time to desensitize yourself to those billions of reactions which probably in you are now millions or thousands which used to instinctively almost reflexively …if someone did this (hits reflexes)….you were doing this… so at least you’re able to go, “Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.” At least when you are doing something, when you are eating something, when you are identifying yourself with something, at least you’re bringing it to a much higher state of consciousness, right?
LESSON 1: Right.
Dr. J: So you do know you are doing it.
LESSON 1: Correct.
Dr J: It doesn’t always make it feel good, does it?
LESSON 1: No
Dr. J: No, but at least you know what the hell you’re doing. So there’s some type of conscious choice involved even it may be some unconscious motivation. You’re at least watching yourself do it. So, that’s the beginning of the end of all addictive patterns- consciousness.
LESSON 1: Silence
Dr. J: I get into your pancreas which is where the sugar issue is now. I know we’ve monitored the bowel for candidiasis, but the issue is now in the pancreas. What you’re struggling with in this part of your beingness is, “I really just don’t know who I am. I just want to know who I am.” And you look at me and you say, “I look at you and you’re very confident. You have confidence; you know who you are.” And I have to correct you on that. The reason that it appears that way is because I’m confident I have no idea who I am. I have no idea who I am. I am just very confident in who I am not. I have no idea who I am. The more and more I am able to look at situations and go, “I’m not that”. And then I have to let go of that part of me that isn’t that person anymore. Some of those are very humiliating to deal with, even for me. Some of those are very humbling to admit who you’re not. Because to admit who you’re not you have to admit that you once were. I had to admit just this morning as I went through an emotional release yesterday that I am a man who does not raise his voice at his wife anymore. I had to experience it one more time to finally go, “I am just not that”. I don’t know who I am, but I know I’m not that. Because I don’t resonate with that in any way, shape or form anymore. So, whatever facilitated patterns were drawing me in that direction, I was able to finally say I am out. How did I finish that? I looked at my wife, told her I loved her and I apologized for anytime I had ever done it. And I said that I’m just doing my best not to be that person anymore. My wife, she doesn’t think I’m that bad at all anyway, right? She said, “What are you apologizing for?” I said, “I’m apologizing for me.” So that’s the wonderful thing about being interactive, ok? So the point for you though is that you have to accept that the only reason that you’re going to be confident is because you know who you’re not anymore. And the difficult part about that is that you’ve gone from this person (gestures) to this person. And the interesting part about this work and how quickly you move and progress and change is that your whole reality hasn’t caught up to who you are now, have they?
LESSON 1: No, it hasn’t.
Dr. J: They know something’s different. But they still think if you started off down on the floor, maybe you’re kind of halfway up the table. And so they have these expectations of you –friendships, relationships — that you’re going to be who you were, you’re going to be who I knew, you’re going to be who I like.
LESSON 1: Who I expect you to be.
Dr. J: Who I expect you to be! And so they come from that place of wanting you to be who they expect you to be and it almost–it doesn’t almost– it feels like they really know who you are, doesn’t it? They know who you should be. They know you should like that sugar. They know you should want that cookie. In the meantime, you are in this brand new space up here in the freakin ethers realizing you have no idea who you are. And sometimes it’s hard to constantly stay grounded in the idea you have no idea who you are, isn’t it? So when someone says, “Why don’t you come back down and be this person?” It’s comforting, isn’t it? You want to, even though you know it’s not who you are, it’s just nice to know that you can be that. So you go up, and you come down. You go up, and you come down. But every time you come down even for a second, it’s uncomfortable, isn’t it?
LESSON 1: It is.
Dr. J: It’s not wrong, it’s not right. It’s just uncomfortable because that’s just not who you are. And then when you come down, you really go, “Wow, this doesn’t even taste good anymore. Wow, I don’t want to do this anymore. Wow, I don’t even know if I want to be friends with this person anymore. “And it has nothing to do with them. They’re fine, they’re great! And it’s a freaky thing, isn’t it?
LESSON 1: Yes, it is a freaky thing.
Dr: J: So let it be a freaky thing. And be confident in the fact that you have no idea who you are. But in refection, you know who you’re not anymore. So it’s just not who I am. I went out to a wonderful party. It had just been an incredible, intense couple of weeks, beautiful. And so I had some really good vodka on some ice. I just wanted to have a couple sips and just mellow out. It was a rock-n-roll party so I thought it would be fun. So the guy filled up the glass and I didn’t drink that much and I was like, I put it down. There’s nothing wrong with alcohol. There’s nothing wrong with having a few drinks once a year. It wasn’t who I was. I could have forced it down but I didn’t want to get unconscious. Do you know what I’m saying?
LESSON 1: I do know what you’re saying.
Dr. J: So I am sharing this with you. It is ironic that every time you come in I share personal stories with you. I think they really help you.
LESSON 1: Everything you do helps me.
Dr. J: I help you to realize that you’re not in a struggle, it’s not a problem, and it’s not an issue. It is the phenomenon. It is the natural part of the phenomenon. You’re going to go through this. And do not become self-punishing over the moments when you try and identify with something that’s known instead of constantly staying in a space of, “I have no freaking clue who I am, but it’s great. I have no Idea who I am but it’s great.” And so you’re coming to a place of consciousness where you’re really able to sense, “I’m one with God, I want to be separate. I’m one with God, I want to be separate. I’m one with God, I want to be separate. “ Because when we’re one with God, the possibility of who we are is infinite and we have no idea.
LESSON 1: Honestly, where I am right now, I always want to be one with God.
Dr. J: That’s my point.
LESSON 1: Yet, I’m not realizing I want to be separate. Yet maybe some of my actions…
Dt. J: Yes, this is what I’m explaining to you.
LESSON 1: Ok, I get it now. Consciously I don’t want to.
Dr. J: No of course you don’t. I don’t either. But I have to be honest with the state of my beingness that I’m still having reflexes that want me to engage in raising my voice, engage in having a little drink, and I don’t look at those things as being bad anymore. I look at them as, there’s still something in me resisting that oneness. I’m still in my way a little bit but I’m conscious of it. I can actually feel the shifting, you know. Which is so cool. And for me, I don’t shift that much away. So when I can feel it, I’m realizing it’s a habit. It’s just a habit. It’s just an old habit of going (gestures). It’s almost like a habitual lean. When in reality, we want to lean because we’ve been this way for so long, but in reality, we’ve been this way forever. We’ve only been this way for a millisecond. We’ve been one with God eternally. We created the experience of separateness maybe a millisecond ago, even if it was a million years. So in essence, the true habit, the one that will always win is this one. So in the meantime, be kind to yourself. Be kind to yourself. Because looking at the way you live your life, looking at the way you eat, the way you drink, you are a totally different person than one I started seeing. Remember I told you could never go back? Do you see that now? You are at 90% candida clear. You’re at 10% and you’re already vibrating like crazy. You’re like, “This just doesn’t feel right. It’s not that I’m afraid; it’s that this just doesn’t feel right. I don’t like how I feel! “So can you imagine if you were at 50%?
LESSON 1: NO!
Dr. J: You would be out of your freakin skin!
LESSON 1: That’s true, that’s true!
Dr. J: You would be so insane with imbalance that you’d be like, “Oh God, would you stop eating sugar! I’m done!”
So you can’t go back. So surrender in to going forward which is that you don’t have any idea who you are. You have no identity. You have no identity. So you have to continue to be open to just..
LESSON 1: It’s kind of nice. It takes the freakin pressure off, doesn’t it?
Dr. J: There’s no pressure, just expansion.
(Silence) Beautiful. I’m seeing a deep pattern in you that’s going to come out that was in your physicality. And it is a pattern of insulin resistance. So this is so beautiful for you that you are releasing this. And of course it is never going to happen but I get to tell you and that’s so cool. You were going to be diabetic. You were headed down that road.
LESSON 1: Wow.
Dr. J: And that was a sugar addiction energy that was passed on through both family sides. Whether it shows up as alcohol or not –alcohol is nothing but a sugar addiction. And so you’re letting go of your addiction to sugar right now. Realizing, I don’t need it. I don’t need it to be happy. I’m happy. I don’t need it to be different. I don’t need it, I’m good! I’m really good. And I don’t have to justify why I do what I do. This is who I am. Why do you eat that way? Because this is who I am. Why do you act this way? It is because this is who I am. It’s nothing special; it’s just who I am. That’s it. So why’d you have a piece of birthday cake if you don’t eat sugar? Because in that moment it was who I was. It’s ok, it’s not about micromanaging, it’s about not even managing at all. Just letting yourself be in that field and letting it direct you on every level. Which means, if you’re letting it direct you on every level, there is no resistance. And people who have diabetes or insulin resistance problems, they’re all control freaks. And so they want to control what’s in or out of their lives, don’t they. And that leads to them controlling whether or not insulin can get in or out of their cells. Starting to see the big essence of disease processes now?
LESSON 1: That’s amazing.
Dr. J: Diabetes–sugar–control. We’re not in control, and it’s beautiful. Once you get past all of the fears and issues, then being out of control is beautiful because it means you’re absolutely in alignment. When you’re out of control, you’re in alignment or moving towards it. When you’re in control, you’re holding your own alignment, which really isn’t true. It’s just what you believe to be true.
LESSON 1: So there’s something within me that was able to tell you that down the road that this was going to happen?
Dr. J: No, just told. Not in you. God told me. That’s where you were going to end up. But now it’s gone.
LESSON 1: Thank you.
Dr. J: You’re welcome, thank God.
LESSON 1: Thank you, God.
Dr. J: Yeah, it’s over. You’re never going to have that problem now. It’s done.
LESSON 1: Is there anything within me about past lives? We’ve never gone there and I’m very interested to know.
Dr. J: The one thing that you bring up when I ask you about past lives is… and I tell people all kinds of different past lives is doesn’t matter to me, I’m very open to whatever it is… you’re done with this idea of being a princess. You were a princess and you felt bad about your wealth, you felt bad about being pampered. You felt bad about all that. You were always running out into the village to help the little children and sneak them food and try and give them things. You were always working from this place of feeling bad about the fact that you had and that other people didn’t.
LESSON 1: I feel that way now.
Dr. J: Yeah, and so God’s just telling me to tell you this. You have what you have and from a place of balance, help others. But don’t run away from the gift of your wealth. Don’t run away from it.
LESSON 1: I thought I might have been very poor, because every time I see poverty in places where I’ve traveled like Mexico, I want to help the children there. I’m so drawn to it.
Dr. J: Right, that was this. God is saying don’t run from your wealth. Just help from a place of balance. You’re not going to change the world with money. You’re going to change the world with love. So just give from a place that’s balanced. Don’t ever forget that what you give that has nothing do with money is worth 20 times more than money is ever worth. You give your love, you give your heart, you let God come through you and touch people. You gave your life, you gave your agenda up when you came and saw me. You gave up your control of your life to let your life be what God wants. You gave up ownership of your life. There’s no price on that.
LESSON 1: I would assume as this part of my plan to meet you at this point that we would have met before. I’m interested to know more.
Dr. J: All of you who have come to see me have known me before. All of you. That’s how you found me. You found your way back.
LESSON 1: But how do I find out how I knew you before?
Dr. J: The only connection you need to know is that I was always a teacher. I was always placed in your life in weird places. Like the medieval life where you were a princess, I was a homeless man that you went to help. You went to help me, and ended up being helped. You wanted to help me, you wanted to give and give and give to me and I amazed you because I was absolutely happy in my space of homelessness. I was like, “No. Why would I want that?” You were like, “You should have better clothes…” And I told you I was fine, that I had everything I needed. Then I told you I was there to help you. And you looked at me and said, “How can you help me? I’m here to help you.” You looked at people in poverty as people you needed to help. And I was one of those people in your life who helped you to realize that he has everything he needs. He has God.
LESSON 1: So have you always been bringing me to God?
Dr. J: Always. Just in different ways and in different characters.
LESSON 1: Am I closer to God now than I’ve ever been?
Dr. J: Ever! You’re as close to God now—you’re the closest you’ve ever been to God since you created separation. You’ve never been closer and you’re just merging into oneness. Yes, so it’s inevitable. The oneness is inevitable. There’s nothing you can do to screw it up. It’s impossible. You can’t screw up. Why? Because you have no identity. Because you have no identity you have nothing to save. Because you have nothing to save you have no reason not to be one. You’re finally understanding what I told everyone in Lesson 2. You’re not eating what you’re eating for you. You’re doing what you’re doing for God. You’re being healthy for God. You’re being a channel for God. You’re doing it for God. You’re not trying to save you, there’s no you to save. There’s the belief in ourselves that we save but there’s no real you to save.
Beautiful. You need some strong doses of B vitamins now. We’re going to give you some G along with that. You’re going to notice that the world around you doesn’t move you anymore. You will be moved by the intuition within you. Poverty won’t make you feel bad. You may be moved to help a child but poverty itself won’t make you feel so bad, it won’t affect you anymore. But that one child you’re supposed to affect will. It won’t be a constant slam of everything going on around you. You will simply be moved by specific situations that will affect you but you won’t be reacting to everything around you wondering how you are going to do it all.
LESSON 1: One other question, as I’m listening to my tape from last time, you talk about how God not only placed his trust within me to give me two beautiful children but to teach others as well. How do we explain the trust then that God gave to my dad for his two children that he, he didn’t act appropriately with? How do we explain that piece?
Dr. J: He did act appropriately. He was exactly…
LESSON 1: I’m judging him, ok.
Dr. J: Yes! He was exactly the father you needed to have in your life to move you into this experience with God.
LESSON 1: And the same for, say, serial killers and others?
Dr. J: We cannot begin to judge what we do not understand. Because once we judge it never stops. Instead of judging a serial killer for killing people, we have to have compassion for that person and just be so compassionate because they had something in them that made them do something horrible. How terrible to live as that person.
LESSON 1: I guess a part of me is afraid that I would maybe do something off the deep end. That love that you speak about, I struggle with someone being able to love me so unconditionally.
Dr. J: Right, and the key is that you accept the fact that no matter what you would ever do, it is not beyond forgiving yourself. That’s where the power for that is taken away. And no matter what you do, you could forgive yourself. Once you accept that no matter what you do you could forgive yourself, like me, in my space of peace raising my voice at my wife, and by forgiving myself, I totally took the power away from that happening again. I confronted it, apologized, and forgave myself. Now there is no charge anymore. So no matter what you could do and it’s not like it’s killing anybody, but in my reality raising my voice and yelling at somebody is like being a serial killer for most other people. I am so not in that place that when I did it, I had to acknowledge it. It was something I’m not. I’m not mad at myself for it; it’s something I’m not. I have to forgive myself. So when you think of any terrible thing you can do, when your mind plays that trick on you, just go, whatever it is, I’m going to forgive myself. Whatever it is, God’s going to forgive it. Remember when I told you, we’ve all been the rapist, we’ve all been the murderer, we’ve all been the victim, we’ve all been the man, we’ve all been the woman? If you’re at this part in your spiritual journey you’ve been someone who’s gone off the deep end.
LESSON 1: No, you haven’t told me this. In a past life I’ve done all these things?
Dr. J: Of course! We all have! We don’t get to replace the spiritual consciousness unless we’ve gone through those experiences. You know what I’m saying?
LESSON 1: I know I don’t know what the future holds, but if I’m closer to God than I’ve ever been, that in my next life I’d only continue…
Dr. J: Always, always!
LESSON 1: So the worst is behind me?
Dr: J: Always!
LESSON 1: (laughing) Ok!
Dr; J: That’s what I’m telling you; you can’t go backward. If you were just role-playing and picked up a knife and thought about going into your kid’s bedroom, you’d just bust out laughing before you got to the drawer. You know what I’m saying? In your craziest moment you would still laugh at the insanity of that. It’s impossible. Just like going back to 50% yeast is impossible.
LESSON 1: Got it. You’re awesome, thank you.
Dr. J: It can’t happen. Once consciousness expands, it can’t collapse. It only can expand. You can’t go backwards, it’s impossible. We would go totally against the natural law of life. It has to go this way. It is God’s will that it goes this way. We want it to go this way, and in every attempt to make it go back and re-do something again, who is still pushing it forward?
LESSON 1: God
Dr. J: So we feel the resistance of it and we create huge amounts of suffering over it but it’s over. So you can either hold on to that resistance, which, if you could record this visit on a cd for me, it’d be great. A lot of great information’s coming through, and I’d love to have it. So if you burn it, burn a disk for me, ok.
LESSON 1: Sure, I’d be happy to.
Dr. J: When you resist it, it’s still moving forward. Because you haven’t let it go, you create karma. Jesus was the highest form of physical example of God in human form. And he brought us the concept of forgiveness. The biggest gift he gave us was forgiveness because forgiveness is the end of karma. Forgiveness allows you to continue to move forward even though you know you’re not doing everything Godly without creating karma. Get it? So, that’s what you’re finally embracing right now- forgiveness. Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do. They don’t know what they’re doing. How can we be mad at them? Let’s see… we had the choice to save a thief, or save the most amazing God in human form we’ve ever had. And we saved… the thief. In other words, we saved the one most like who? Like us. We saved ourselves. And Jesus did what was most in alignment with who? God. Hence, the dichotomy. So for me, I live my life doing what’s in the highest interest of God. And when I’m presented with a part of me that’s representative or symbolic of the thief, I don’t save him. I love him, I forgive him, but I let him die. And I keep what is most like God in me. I don’t need to make that mistake again. I know what I do. I know what I do, I’m conscious. Got it?
LESSON 1: Got it. Thank you!