Keith Jordan: Hi there. So nice to see you. so tell me what is up. Fill me in. What can I do for you?
Patient: My hands are doing better, but my rash has moved down to my shoulders and arms. I was doing better, but I went to a studio and someone put something on me that I was allergic to and that triggered it again.
Keith Jordan: So give me the sequence. I saw you back in September, hands were getting better, you were feeling good. Give me the little history. How did we go from that to this?
Patient: One thing that happened is I talked with a doctor at the studio and she told me that I had to start eliminating all this food or I was going to end up with an auto-immune disease. So I went on Dr. Hyman’s 10 Day Detox Diet—no sugar, no dairy, no wheat. My skin healed up and I started getting confused between healing myself with my thoughts and moving towards love and the diet. So I stopped doing the diet, then I was just confused.
Keith Jordan: I got it. And that is when all this happened.
Patient: I was wondering. Is it the diet? Or is it just me? And if it is just me, don’t I still need to clean up my diet? Because I eat a lot of sugar. And that’s not good for me. I don’t think that is helping me to be clear.
Keith Jordan: OK. Lay down on your back. Let’s just cover food. Ok? What’s the one thing you need less of?
Keith Jordan: OK. Can we just do less of that? Just follow our practice. Just do what you know. Your intuition isn’t telling you to stop eating all those different kinds of foods. Your intuition is telling you to stop eating what sugar. So just Follow Love. Don’t get into controlling relationships. Don’t go back. Because when you go back, it’s worse.
Patient: Yes, I am trying to control my son. I am trying to control my husband. I am trying to control their relationship. That is what erupting. I am pretty good at managing my stuff, but not so good at watching other people’s stuff spiral out of control.
Keith Jordan: That is what happened when you had the conversation with the doctor. She initiated that feeling of things spiraling out of control.
Patient: She totally did.
Keith Jordan: That is not the way we heal. It is fear based. We don’t work that way. You are love based. We love and we do what we were meant to do. What is the one thing you need to eliminate as much as possible from your diet?
Keith Jordan: That’s it. Just practice every day being in control of how much sugar you consume. Don’t be in control of your husband and son’s relationship. Don’t be in control of what is going on around you. Forget the world going on around you. The only way to effect the world around you in a positive way is
to have a greater sense of order within. That’s it. You know that is the truth. And it is not a fear based truth. It gets you out of the fear based truth which is a lie.
I am going to reset everything. I ask you to do your very best to control how much sugar you eat. And when you have moments when you are not controlling it. Be kind. Be an observer. Don’t beat yourself up. Don’t get disappointed in yourself. Don’t put more pressure on yourself. Be extra loving in those moments that you are not in control. Just practice the next time. Let’s heal because we are becoming more loving and peaceful. Not because we are eliminating. That is not healing. The doctor triggered you with what triggers you. Lesson learned.
I’m going to say this over you. A part of you may resonate with it. A part of it may not. I will say this over you so that your flesh will heal. Take off the cross. Get off of trying to aspire through crucifixion. Through flogging. Don’t use these ways any longer. You don’t have to have this way any longer. This is like you have been lashed and flogged and beaten. Like your hands used to look. Burned and tortured. You don’t need to do that anymore. Let it go. Healing. And coming to peace. And surrendering and accepting that some relationships are just never going to be as happy as you wish.
Enjoy the ones that are happy. When you see that? Everything is in divine order. When you see your son having issues with your husband, everything is in divine order. One is not good and one is not bad. They are both working themselves out and eventually the relationship he has with the energy of his father will be better. Don’t get stuck in the middle. Don’t feel like you need to defend yourself. Don’t look at that situation and say what’s wrong with it. Look at that situation and see things working out. Look at the situation and see them working out.
Here’s where your hook is. You get caught in a little bit of instant gratification. That’s where the sugar comes in. When you want to feel good (whatever that is), or you want things to be good that you don’t think are—you eat sugar. And in the moment you eat the sugar everything seems good. And that is the complete illusion of addiction. What was wrong before you ate the sugar? Nothing. But if there is nothing wrong, there is no reason to eat the sugar. There is no reason to argue. There is no reason to fight. You get what I am saying? All addiction is based on something that needs to be coped with. We deserve a reward for suffering though something. Or dealing with something. We are really getting to the bottom of the addictive energy in your system. Which you don’t need any more because everything is ok. What isn’t ok, is ok. It is just not the way you want it. That doesn’t make it not ok. There is a big difference.
I speak the truth over you and you start to unwind. You start speaking to me. And you say “I need you to help me with my mother. There is something about my mother I need to get clear.” What was your relationship with your mother? What still needs to be worked out in that relationship? I am seeing the world contamination. What level of contamination is there?
Patient: She is very controlling. Negative. Judgmental.
Keith Jordan: There it is. She is the cross. Today is your liberation day. I ask you a very simple question? Are you from the past or are you from the future reflecting into the present now? Where are you from? From the source and force of all creation I call God. Are you from God or are you from your Mother? Is God controlling? Judgmental? Critical? Negative? You are done coming from that. When you come from that you need to cope, you need relief. She symbolizes coming from that space of consciousness in life. You are never going to get along with her as long as you come from her. When you stop coming from her, and you come from God you will be able to be in a space of compassion with her. Compassion doesn’t require you to get along. Compassion requires you to have an understanding
of the suffering another person is dealing with and to have a relationship that is appropriate based on what is capable in this situation. You don’t try to hug someone who is swinging chain saws. You can love them. But you love them from about 20 feet away. If not, you get hurt. You don’t come from her. Don’t keep trying to fight to get away from her or fight to prove that you don’t. just end the relationship today. You come from God. That is where you come from. That is what you are. That is where you are always going to be. There is no way you can fight being peaceful and loving eventually. It is where it is going to all end up. You are already something that is completely free from addiction. You are already completely healed of it all because of where you come from. Just remember where you come from. Then, when you are healed, you are not healed by your thoughts, you are not healed by your food, you are not healed by anything that requires you to be consistently on track with everything. You are healed from the God that gives birth to your essence. The sun doesn’t shine because “we”, the sun shines because the sun shines. That is what this healing is based on. That is what keeps you healthy, well, and safe. That is what will control your mind. That is what will keep you away from things that are not good for you. It won’t do it controllingly, it will do it lovingly. Peacefully. Almost innocuously. As soon as you get in to the role of trying to make it ok, it immediately gets inflamed. Because you are trying to bring that energy of humanity into the process. It doesn’t work. We don’t know what we are doing. God is very powerful. God doesn’t have to defend itself. God doesn’t have to justify how it is going. God doesn’t have to care what anyone else thinks. God is beyond that. And so are you.
You don’t have to care what it looks like when your husband and son interact. That is not a reflection of you anymore or of your marriage or any of that. It is a reflection of lifetimes of history that they are trying to resolve and work out. When they both realize that they are from God, they will see each other as I see you.
You can’t make that moment happen. It is only when they realize that they are already the same thing that it can happen. Until then, individuals who believe that they are individuals fight. I don’t want that fight to go on within you anymore. You are done defending your life. You are done defending who you are. You are done defending how you live. You are done defending how you raise your children. You are done defending everything about you that you truly know to be right. You are done with the cross. Your mother is way too young to understand what you are. And so is the doctor.
So all I ask you to do is eat as little sugar as possible and please don’t judge your life. If you just do that, you will be great. You will be healed. You will be awesome. It’s not about giving up food, it’s about just don’t eat too much sugar because it is just not good for you and you know that. It’s pro- inflammatory. Don’t hit your thumb with a hammer because it hurts. You don’t have to make some big Buddhist issue of it. If I hit my thumb, it hurts, so I don’t hit my thumb. Or I try not to hit my thumb. Do I hit my thumb even when I am trying not to hit my thumb? Yes, but I hit it a hell of a lot less than I would if I wasn’t trying. That’s all. Don’t pour gasoline all over a fire. You get burnt. That is what sugar is about. But more than that it is about letting go of judgement. Letting go of coming from that place your mother came from. Let the wars rage on. There is always going to be war. There is always going to be a lack of consciousness. There is going to be ownership and possession and all that. It is inevitable. It is never going to go away. It doesn’t make it wrong. It just makes it clear that there is a level of consciousness that still believes that there is you and there is me. Who is to say that is not necessary? I know I don’t want to be a part of that anymore. I know it will go on around me.
REPEAT: This all happens because I am trying too hard to do the things that I am not meant to do. And I am not focusing enough on what I am supposed to do.
You already know what you are supposed to do. And when you do it, how do you feel?
Keith Jordan: And when you don’t focus enough on it, how do you feel?
Keith Jordan: It’s so simple. That’s what makes it so crazy. Yes, it is your large intestine. We have known it was your large intestine for a long time. Yes, it is your gall bladder. I’m not one to keep people trapped in the mentality—if I just stay away from this, and don’t do that, everything will be ok. My God is greater than that. And I have been proven that with all of you. God can override all those things. As long as we just do the best we can. It isn’t about an image of perfection. It’s about “it’s perfect.” No one has to suffer that knows that. They can just let it go. You are not her daughter anymore. You don’t owe her anything. Including an explanation. Don’t defend the way you live.
Your mother believes that she knows exactly the way everything is supposed to be. She has an illusion of that. Look at her life. How much happiness is there?
Patient: Very little.
Keith Jordan: if she were right, and you were wrong, she would be happy. Right? She’s be joyous. She’s be peaceful. She’s be touching people and healing them. People would be flocking to her like a very enlightened being. Does her life look like a guru’s life?
Keith Jordan: Then why are you making her your guru? When you make her your guru you take her inside of you. She is a false guru.
Repeat: I am done looking up to her. I release all ownership that I have given her over my wellbeing. She attempts to help me by making me feel bad about what I am doing.
That is exactly what the doctor did.
Repeat: I cannot please her. It is not her nature to be pleased.
Now anytime you have pleased her, it is only for a specific small moment of time. Just like sugar. That is where sugar comes into this, ok? You become so disheartened from wanting to be right that at some point you just say “screw it.” And you have a little sugar. And at that moment you feel good. This is where the whole pattern is coming from. She is not meant to be pleased. As you let go of this part of yourself you will realize there is a part of you that just isn’t able to be pleased. Instead of giving it sugar so that it appeases it for a short while, just admit “At this moment there is a part of me that is not able to be content.” And that’s ok. I am going to allow a part of me to be discontented and unhappy with what I am doing. Or what I am not willing to do. Welcome to being God. Welcome to what it is to be God. You do exactly what you are supposed to do to bring order and health and wellbeing and most people are upset with you. But we do not go on the cross and try to show them anymore. We are not gurus who take on our disciples, or our children’s or our family’s karma. That is such an old outdated
way of being a guru. Let them deal with their own stuff until they have resolved it. Give them advice and guidance, but do not take it on. I have listened to Autobiography of a Yogi, I have watched the Life of Christ. Those are no longer what God wants us to do. That is the old way. It causes enabling and dependence and it is inappropriate. We are not that light to shine this time around. No more crosses. We walk away and know that in the eternity of God they do not need to be saved. They are already one with God. Whatever time allows them to know that, that is good enough for us. That is what it is to be Christ now. Trust me. I worked through all of it. It was one of the biggest reasons why I fought allowing the gift to continue to grow in me. I believed I could save. That is not of God. God would never believe it has to save anything. That was big for me as I crossed through that realm of consciousness.
God said “I never asked you to do that. I just asked you to be love. You took on the rest of that.”
Repeat: So much was never meant to happen in this lifetime.
We have to let go of what we believe should happen in a lifetime. What we should become. How things should be. Where humanity should be. How our husbands should get along with the kids. We have no idea how long that really is supposed to take to happen. That your husband and your son are supposed to end up getting along in this lifetime. What is that based in? That is based in a want for instant gratification, right? Wanting is clinging and we all know where that leads, right?
One of the things we battle that all this ties in to is our old sense of logic. Our old sense of logic says it is supposed to be this way. Our intuitive sense of logic says “Why?” and that is what you ran into. You had been living your life based on your new sense of logic which is “You know, this doesn’t need to make sense. As long as it all continues to go well. I don’t need to understand it. It’s great.” Then all of a sudden you got confronted with that old sense of logic which disoriented you. You felt like it had to be a certain way again. That doesn’t work.
If you were a very young soul, religion and western medicine and eliminative and methods would work great for you, but as we become older in our souls it is all about complete integration. When you are in a very unconscious state, religion and western medicine, things like that are good because they stop you from hurting yourself. You need to be controlled. As you become more conscious, the higher field of consciousness says “I need you to be more at peace with everything. I need you to hold a higher level of order and organization within yourself. I need you to be an example of what it is to be loving.” When you are asked to become it, there can’t be as much control over you. There has to be a surrender into becoming it. You have to give your life to be it versus asking it to get you better. You give your life to become it so that it’s force is greater for all. There is nothing wrong with religion. There is nothing wrong with Western medicine. But for people who are getting too old in consciousness, it isn’t going to work. Because your problems, even though they manifest in this realm are not going to respond on any sustainable level to what they want to do because it is not what you are supposed to be learning. You have already gone through that.
What needs to be done to make that completely go away on a physical level? Just a cell salt. Really just getting your cellular system to move the other way. We are going to use a cell salt to do that. You are not deficient in anything. You reversed the osmotic pattern in your system. Things were moving in the right direction and you tried to reverse it and it blew up. We are going to reset the osmotic pattern at a cellular level so that it flows in the right direction. It is all about water and salt at some point.
Ferrum Phos. Is for inflammation. Ferrum Phos. is going to stop you from getting inflamed. Don’t get inflamed. So when you are watching your son and your husband and they are doing what they are doing your job is not to fix the allergy. Your job is to harmonize. To see it as an opportunity for you to be able to watch them and smile. Look how they are showing love to each other. Look how they are working this out. Look how this is working out. Even at some point if you are guided to say something to them “You two are really funny.” “I’ve been watching you and laughing about how you guys have the same argument 20 times. It is just so funny. Are you guys aware that you argue about the same stuff 20 times?” “Yes, we are aware of it.” “I just had to let you know because it is funny.” There is no inflammation. You just practice that with everything that once inflamed you. You practice that with just harmonizing to it. Harmonizing to it. You are just completely in harmony with all things.
Patient: At the first visit you said something about me being poison ivy. My reacting and getting inflamed to anything that I don’t think is right.
Keith Jordan: That is right. Anything that you come in contact with. So she put that oil on your back and your body decided….well, it really wasn’t the oil. The oil was great for you. It was the place you were in before she put the oil on your back that made the oil not good for you. Even when something is good for you, if you are not in a place to think anything is good for you, it is bad for you. It isn’t the oil. Your body wants to make an enemy of the oil. No, it was how you were when she put the oil on you. Take the Ferum Phos. for 1 month. After that “as needed.” When you feel yourself getting pro-inflammatory, start taking it. And just say “Calm down. Calm down.” Remember the biggest thing you need to do in your physical life is eat less sugar, because sugar is pro-inflammatory and you are trying to let inflammation leave your body. When the inflammation is gone, there is nothing wrong with having a little sugar. Sugar is not a bad thing. It is like the oil. It is only bad if there is inflammation. You have to get rid of the inflammation. And then a little sugar here and there. A few drops of gasoline on a little ember is not going to create a blaze. I need you to see the deep place the inflammation is coming from. The historical relationship with your mother. Old consciousness.